A certain bishop, who was the ruler of the March of Ancona on behalf of the holy
Roman Church, asked Lady Bridget about the fact that he was pricked in
conscience on the grounds that he was absent and too remote from his diocese
because of his aforesaid office in the marquisate where he resided, and thus could
not attend to the sheep entrusted to him in his diocese. And he wondered, therefore,
whether it would be more pleasing to God that he reside in his office in the
marquisate or that he return to rule the sheep entrusted to him in his diocese. And
when at this request the abovesaid lady prayed for the aforementioned bishop, then
Christ appeared to her and said to her the words that are contained below.
Blessed be God forever for all his bounties! Amen. My Lord, most reverend
Father, first of all I humbly recommend myself to you. You have written to me with
humility that I, a woman unknown to you, should humbly pray to God for you. To
this I reply and tell you truthfully, according to my conscience, that I am inadequate
for such a task: being a sinner, alas, and unworthy. You have also written to me that
I should write to you some spiritual advice for the salvation of your soul. And
therefore God, attending to your faith and humility, willed with devoted fatherly
love to satisfy your desires and faith and was attentive, not to my sins, but to the
heartfelt affection of his humble petitioner.
For when I, a sinner unworthy of doing so, was praying for you on the
preceding day to my Lord Jesus Christ, he then appeared to me in spirit and spoke
with me, using a similitude and saying this: "O you, to whom it has been given to
hear spiritually and to see, be attentive now and know for very certain that all
bishops and abbots and also all the other ecclesiastical prelates and beneficeholders who have the care of souls and who leave their churches and my sheep,
which have been entrusted to them, and who receive and hold other offices and
positions of rulership with the intention and purpose that in these offices they may
be more honored by human beings and may be exalted and raised to a higher status
in the world, then, even though in those offices these rulers neither steal nor
plunder anything nor commit any other injustice, nevertheless, because they glory
and delight in those offices and honors and, for this reason, leave my sheep and
their churches, they are, in doing such things, to my eyes like pigs dressed in
pontifical or sacerdotal ornaments.
This situation might be expressed by means of the following similitude: There
was a great lord who had invited his friends to supper. And at the hour of the
supper, those pigs - dressed as above - entered into the palace in the sight of that
lord and in the sight of the banqueters who sat at the table. The lord, however,
wished to give to them some of those precious foods on his table; but then the
aforesaid pigs cried out with a loud sound, grunting their opposition with their pig
voices and refusing to eat those precious foods, although they were avidly eager to
eat, in their usual way, the cheap husks meant for pigs.
Then, however, when that lord saw and understood this, he loathed their
vileness and filth; and at once he said to his servants with great wrath and
indignation: 'Expel them from my palace and cast them forth to be refreshed and
sordidly sated with the pigs' husks of which they are worthy! For they are neither
willing nor worthy to eat of my foods, which have been prepared for my friends.' "
By these things, my most reverend Father and Lord, I then understood in spirit
that this is what you must do: namely, that you must decide in your own conscience
whether or not those sheep of Christ, namely, those entrusted to you in your
bishopric, are being well and spiritually ruled in your absence. If in your absence
they are being well ruled in accord with what is spiritually appropriate to their
souls' advantage and benefit, and if furthermore you see that by ruling the March
you can do God greater honor and be more useful to souls than in your own
bishopric, then indeed I say that you can quite lawfully stay in your office as ruler
of the March in accord with the will of God, provided that it is neither desire for
honor nor empty glorying in that office that seduces you into staying there.
If, in fact, your conscience dictates to you the contrary, then I advise you to
leave that office of the marquisate and go back to reside personally in your own
church and in the bishopric entrusted to you: namely, in order to rule those sheep of
yours, or rather, of Christ, specially entrusted to you and to feed them by word,
example, and work, not negligently and faultily like a wicked hireling, but carefully
and virtuously like a true and good shepherd.
Be forbearing with me, my Lord, in that I, although an ignorant woman and an
unworthy sinner, write such things to you. I ask of him, our true and good
Shepherd, who deigned to die for his sheep, that he may bestow on you the Holy
Spirit's grace, by which you may worthily rule his sheep and always do his glorious
and most holy will, even till death.