These Meditative Lessons on the Sorrowful Mysteries of the Rosary which encompass the Passion and Death of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ were imparted via both interior visions and interior locutions to Cyndi Cain, the Hidden Flower of the Immaculate Heart from the Blessed Mother of God during Lent in 1993. Cyndi relates that, "while I saw many details in these interior visions, only certain details were to be written down. Therefore, these lessons are not meant to be a detailed geographical or historical account, nor are they meant to pinpoint all the intricate details one might wish to have knowledge of regarding the Passion of Our Lord...for the importance of each lesson lies not in the descriptive passage or dialogue, but in Our Lady's own meditations which follow each interior vision. These meditations are meant to strengthen us in our faith during this our exile - particularly in these end times when the Holy Catholic Church will be ripped apart by apostasy and schism...for Our Blessed Mother wants our faith to be as strong as an anchor. For our faith to be such, we must have the faith of a simple, little child." During Lent we bring these to you and ask the Holy Spirit to give all the enlightenment and discernment to learn and grow from these meditative lessons that all may persevere in the time of the Great Darkness which looms ever closer. For those who would like the complete works of "It is Consummated!, as well as the books on the Joyful Mysteries - "Come, Let us Adore Him", and the Glorious Mysteries - "My Lord and my God!", and the 100 Meditative Lessons compiled in "THE HIDDEN WAY" click on BOOKS.
Meditative Lesson 9:
THE ISCARIOT IN THE AFTERMATH OF THE BETRAYAL
I hear our Dear Lord praying for Him. A sorrowful, compassionate prayer
to repent that yet he might be saved. Simultaneously I hear also Mary’s
holy tears and her immensely sorrowful voice saying, "Judas, what have you
done? No, do not run away! Come to Him! He will forgive you. I will help
you, Judas. I will take you to Him." And then Jesus’ voice—now racked
with pain but still so loving, saying over and over, "Judas, Judas."
Judas falls to his knees and he bends his head back and howls. Not even
the howl of a wolf or an animal of the earth. This is a thoroughly horrid,
demonic howl and his face is fully inhuman. His eyes are rolled up, his
hair breathes, his nostrils flare, the lips are completely drawn back from
his teeth which gleam and appear as fangs that wish to tear to pieces any
and everything they come in contact with.
After he stops howling Judas struggles awkwardly to his feet and now he
looks directly at me. There is the most terrible, sickening glow in his
eyes. It is not human. Certainly not of God. And I tremble and cry out
"Jesus" because I am looking into the eyes of Lucifer. And I am given to
see the prince of darkness take and squeeze the last ounce of life from
Judas’ soul, and the evil one, like an insidious spreading cancer, takes
over all of Judas’ mind. It is Lucifer who thinks, who acts and who would
destroy the body he has possessed, tearing it limb from limb in his hatred
For an instant I see Judas’ body sag, go limp as if he had died, only to
jerk spasmodically back into an upright position for Lucifer himself
animates, controls, drives.
Judas whirls around, looking in every direction. He seems pushed to
return to the Temple area to give witness to his own hideous deed, but in
the next instant he is whirled around and propelled in the opposite direction.
His feet are a tangle. He constantly stumbles, falls, rises, runs,
stumbles again and sprawls headlong into a filthy gutter. Finally,
mercifully, he is gone from my sight and I am shaking, praying, wanting
only to be with Jesus.
NEXT INSTALLMENT: Part Three of Lesson 9: Our Lady's Meditation on THE ISCARIOT IN THE AFTERMATH OF THE BETRAYAL