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This is the fifth section of a revelation sent to the holy spouse of Christ, Saint Bridget, in which our
Lady Saint Mary reproached the pride of women in their stance, bearing, speech,
dress, and other behavior, with the example of three wretched women: of which one
was in Hell, another in Purgatory, and the third, alive.
Then spoke this same dead daughter to the spouse of Christ, Saint Bridget,
who saw all these things, saying: "Hear, you who see me. To you it seems that my
head and my face as like thunder, thundering and lightning within and without; and
my neck and my breast as it were put into a hard press, with long sharp pricks; my
arms and my feet are as it were long serpents; and my womb is smitten with hard
hammers; my thighs and my legs are as it were flowing water out of the gutters of a
roof, and my feet are frozen together.
But yet there is one pain within that is more bitter to me than all these. Right
as if there were any person of whom all the breaths of his living spirits were
stopped and all the veins, filled with wind, pressed up to the heart, which for
violence and strength of those winds should begin to burst; so am I disposed within
very wretchedly for the wind of my pride, which was to me much cherished.
Nevertheless, yet I am in the way of mercy, for in my most grievous sickness I was
confessed in the best manner I could, for fear of pain. But when death came near,
than came to my mind the consideration and vision of the Passion of my God, how
that was much more grievous and more bitter than all that I was worthy to suffer for
my sins and demerits. And with such consideration, I became tearful and wept and
wailed that the charity and the love of God was so much to me and mine so little to
him.
Then I beheld him with the eyes of my conscience and said: 'O Lord, I believe
you, my God. O you Son of the Virgin, have mercy upon me for your bitter
Passion; for now from henceforth would I amend my life, if I had time, very
willingly'. And in that point of time was there lit and kindled in my heart a spark of
charity, by which the Passion of Christ seemed more bitter to me than my own
death. And so then burst my heart, and my soul come into the hands and power of
devils to be presented to the Judgement of God.
Therefore it came into the hands of devils, because it was not worthy that the
angels of fairness should come near the soul of so much foulness. But in the
Judgement of God, when the devils cried and asked that my soul should be judged
and damned to Hell, the Judge answered: 'I see', he said, 'a spark of charity in the
heart which ought not to be quenched, but it must be in my sight. Therefore I judge
the soul to Purgatory, until the time that it be so worthily purged and made clean
that it deserve and have forgiveness'.
But now you might ask if I shall have part of all the goods and good deeds that
were done for me. I answer you with a parable. Just as if you saw two balances
hanging, and in that one were naturally bearing downward and in the other were
some light thing going upward, the greater things and fair that were put in the
empty balance, so much the rather should they lift up the other balance that is
heavy and of great weight. It is so with me; for the deeper that I was in sin, the
more grievously am I gone down into pain. And therefore what ever is done to the
praise of God for me, it lifts me up from pain; and specially that prayer and good
that is done by rightful men and the friends of God, and benefits that are done by
well-gotten goods and deeds of charity. Such things, truly, they were that make me
each day become closer to God".
After this spoke the holy Mother of God to the spouse of Christ, Saint Bridget,
and said: "You marvel how I, who am Queen of Heaven, and you who live in the
world, and that soul which is in Purgatory, and that other which is in Hell, speak
together. This I shall tell you. I, truly, never go from Heaven, for I shall never be
departed from the sight of God. Nor that soul which is in Hell shall not be separated
from pain. Nor that soul which is in Purgatory, neither, until it is purged clean. Nor
shall you come to us before the departure of your bodily life.
But your soul with your understanding, by virtue of the spirit of God, is lifted
up to hear the words of God in Heaven: and you are allowed to know some pains in
Hell and in Purgatory, for warning and amendment of evil livers and to the comfort
and profit of them who are good. Nevertheless, know that your body and your soul
are joined together on earth, but the Holy Spirit who is in Heaven gives you
understanding to understand his will".
EXPLANATION
After this, the third woman who was alive left all the world and entered into
the religious life, and lived all her life after in great perfection and holiness.