The sixth revelation in the Book of Questions in which Christ speaks to his bride,
blessed Bridget, and instructs her, saying that in the spiritual life peace of mind
and eternal glory are won through vigorous struggle and perseverance and humble
acquiescence in the advice of an elder and by bravely resisting temptations. He
offers the example of Jacob who became a servant in order to win Rachel. He says
that some people experience the greatest temptations at the beginning of a
conversion to the spiritual life, others in the middle or toward the end. It is
therefore necessary to have a holy fear and humble perseverance in the virtues and
in the struggle until the very end.
The Son speaks: "It is written that Jacob became a servant for the sake of
Rachel, and the days seemed short to him due to his great love, for the greatness of
his love made his work easier. True, when Jacob thought he had obtained his desire,
he was defrauded. Yet he went on working, because love does not make excuses for
itself until it has got its wish. It is the same way in spiritual matters. Many people
struggle on bravely in prayer and deeds of piety in order to gain heaven. However,
just when they think they have reached the peace of contemplation, then they get
entangled in temptations, and their troubles multiply, and they find themselves to
be quite imperfect precisely on those points where they had thought themselves to
be almost perfect. But this is nothing strange, because temptations exist that put
people to the test in order to cleanse and perfect them.
Temptations accrue for some of them at the start of their conversion to the
spiritual life, and such people are rendered completely sound and stable in the end.
Others are more gravely tempted in the middle or toward the end, and such people
should carefully examine themselves and never be presumptuous but struggle all
the more vigorously. It is as Laban said: 'It is the custom to wed the older sister
first,' which is to say: 'Toil and struggle first and then you will have the rest you
desire.'
Therefore, my daughter, do not be surprised if temptations accrue in your old
age. While you still live, you can be tempted, because the devil never sleeps and
because temptation is an opportunity for perfection and keeps you from
presumption. Look, I show you the example of two men. One was tempted at the
beginning of his conversion but he persevered and went ahead and attained what he
sought. The other experienced grave temptations in his old age that he scarcely had
known in his youth. He became so entangled in these that he almost forgot
everything he had known before. However, he persevered in his resolution and kept
on struggling, despite feeling cold and lukewarm. Because of that, he gained his
desire and peace of mind, realizing that God's judgments are hidden and just, and
that, if it had not been for those temptations, he would hardly have gained eternal
salvation."